So, i've decided to come back after my maybe two week quittal of everything I found fun. In the end though, just giving up all of my hobbies and online friends made no difference. I still didn't fix anything, maybe made it worse. Nothing I do makes no difference I guess. *scratches head* Though, in hindsight, probbly wouldn't work anyway. I'm not exactly known for excellent plans =.= c'est la vie
I've thought alot though. And even if thinking about stuff dosent solve any problems, it makes me realize things, both negativly and posotivly. My train of thought makes alot of loose turns and such, so maybe making a list of what i'm thinking would be best. Starting with the negative vibes.

NEGATIVE THOUGHTS
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I'm a lousy person
I'm a lousy friend
I procrastinate too much
Video games do not replace people, but I like them more than most family members
I suck at math but if I don't bump my math avrge. up i won't get into a good college/university
I have no idea what secondary school i'm going too
If I do find a secondary school I want to go too i'll probbly never get to go there anyway
I need to learn to cook. Half burnt toast and instant rice dosent count. Neither do microwave dinners.
There's no one to teach me and we don't have to food network.
My Drawings seem kinda bad lately
People tell me that i'll never go anywhere because i'm shy. They are probbly right
In 2012 the world may possible end
What if the sun burns out, ending all existience of life as we know it?
Almost nothing I do has any effect on ANYTHING
When I move out I can't take my wii with me
Swine flu is spreading. FAST.
Hamlet 2 wasn't funny


Positiveness
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There will never be a shortage of mountain dew. Ever.
I've discovered the Ace Attourney game series
After over a year of not playing dance dance revolution i'm still adequate at it, as I am guitar hero.
I can sing a scary german song and make it funny.
I'm short, but that just means it's easier for me to punch you in the stomach when you make fun of me for it
Shooting games are really fun. Especially when you have a chainsaw app.
Nesquiwk makes me really hyper. Like bounce off the walls hyper, which is fun.
Winter is coming which means snow, which means snowdays which means no school which means I get to sleep in and drink hot chocolate
Broken things can always be fixed. Or at least superglued as much as possible.
It dosen't matter if the glass is half full or half empty, just pour some flavor crystals in it.( I reccomend citrus)

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Thats all off the top of my head Some are stupid and others are emo, but these are the thoughts I come up with when i'm in deep thought.
I am glad to be back, but I am wondering a few things though. I've already made two lists today, so another time I guess...or not.
Anyway..um, yeah.
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